neděle 3. ledna 2010

Invisible minds 3: Religion

When I was child and I thought, that all world is against me and all hate me. I met with one woman, which began learn me about God. I felt him like something what help me, but I began realize, that God isn't helping to believers dispose of pain or fear, because God live just of their pain and fear. I searched only help and found only lies wrap to sweet words. I asked to myself: "Why have I belive in the God when people killed in his name and he was only watching to it? When he is so powerful why stoped it? Why he let died innocents, which died because church wanted their money and lands?" I had a lot of questions and I realized, that I don't want belive in the God, which is demanding blood innocents for proof of belief.I began realize how belivers are afraid theyself and own humanity. They want be still something more and don't realize, that they are only humans, live beings with needs. Belivers are suffocating under the weight of God and his rules, which every men are ruining inside. God is making droops without backbone from people!
I think hasn't sense belive in so bloodly God, which doesn't recognize human's individuality. I was saying always, that belief is only for poor fellows without own will and own opinions, because only total droop is blind to truth and life and let the God decide of things, which God could never known.

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